a friend in need is a friend indeed..

The other day.. i called a friend, a friend ive known for a long time..
i called him cause i wanted to talk to this friend about a thing..
just wanted this friend to hear me out and just give me some advice with the problem i had..
my friend did wait for me..and i didnt know that this fren was in a hurry..
coz i had to go somewhere to get my asgments and left him waiting for me..
well..then my fren left..my fren called..and asked me that was it anything urgent..
i told this person taht it wasnt that urgent..just i needed to talk to that person..

my fren did ask me what was it about..
coz i think dia ingat that i wanted to ask for help..
i was actually asking for help..but in a different way..
bukan pertolongan fizikal..but dari hati..
but then i told dia why i called and why i wanted to talk to dia..
and then tiba2 dia kata..dia tak boleh nak tlg sangat..
sebab dia tak suka get involved dengan masalah orang..
well..i was a bit shocked..tergamam..
and terdiam..and i told dia..it wont involve him..
just wanted some opinion..and just to hear me out..
tapi dia macam reluctant..then dia kata..after dia dinner..
dia akan call..but sampai harinie..takda satu panggilan..or even a msg..to tell me
why dia tak call..or just to say sorry coz tak call..
or just call me..tapi masa dah letak fon tuh pon..
i was determined la..if dia taknak..and reluctant..
i wont force..sebab takda guna..tapi i was surprised by dia punya reaction..
sebab..selama nie..aku ingat dia kawan..nak masukkan dia dalam golongan 'sahabat'
tuh memang jauh sekali la..tapi aku ingat dia kawan..
tapi dia hanya "kawan"..hanya pada nama..tapi..bukan pada hati...
bukan pada keikhlasan atau kejujuran berkawan sendiri..

dia cared too much about diri dia..and forgot that a friend in need..
is a friend indeed..sebenarnya bukan tak pernah jumpa orang mcam nie..
dah banyak kali..
tapi tuh dulu..but what amazes me and buat aku terkejut is that..
i never thot that this friend of mine would do that...
sebab kenal dah lama..and sekarang baru tahu hati budi dia..
and secara jujur and ikhlas aku katakan..
dia mencemar satu perkataan---> kawan..friend..

so people out there...
be careful dengan siapa kita berkawan..
mungkin kita ingat that someone is truly a friend..
but we'll never know..sampailah dugaan datang..
ataupun kita dalam kesusahan and memerlukan kawan...
only that time...we'll know..siapa kawan..and siapa "kawan"...

setelah sekian lama..

salam..

hahah baru dapat berblog balik..
tengah2 musim exam ni lah nak buat..takper..
just nak express sumthing on this blog..
well bukan apa..semenjak masuk university..
and jumpa all kinds of people..it is quite surprising to know that how far
a person can go to get what they want..
actually ada la this girl..tak payah mention nama la..
its just that..i think she like this guy, which happens to be my friend as well..
and this guy actually sudah berpunya..
okay lah fine lah..if bertepuk sebelah tangan tak berbunyi and stuff..
tapi tengok macam nie..
makes me wonder..dia tak rasa bersalah ke..
kacau bf orang..kacau lebih2..and expect the guy to treat her like she is his gf..
and lagi best..expects other people to treat her like she is our fren's gf..
so sorry lah babe..takda harapan okay..
cermin la diri dulu..you may be pretty and stuff..
tapi takda sincerity la..and btw i happen to know the real gf of this guy..
and she is like so baik..and penyabar and stuff...which is the complete opposit of this girl
that i am talking about..sumtimes perilaku dia..
macam nak attract attention..and cam kurang kasih sayang pon ada gak..
i dont know..but it just dont feel right la..
and i feel sad and guilty both at the same time..
nak tahu kenapa?
sebab i was imagining..if i was the one dalam position this guy punya gf..
what would i feel..and how will i cope with it..
sadness kan..but seriously rasa nak ajar je pompuan nie..
tapi tak boleh..
coz..malas cari pasal..and maybe ill ask some one else to do that dirty work for me..
hahahaha...lagi best!!